So, in the dream I was just opening the front door of my house to walk out - and ended up seeing this huge beast right outside. Freaked out I tried to close the door on it but it just kept pushing back... I managed to close it and caught a glimpse of my surroundings - the living room walls were made up of entirely glass, like the window-wall-things you get in shopping malls. (And this is not how my living room actually looks like) and outside I remember seeing a grassy place with ponds (this is also not how the outside of my house is like). But anyway, the croc had moved somewhere else around the outside of my house at this point, and my mom, my sister and I managed to escape to our car and drove away – except we got to this cross junction, (which doesn’t exist right outside the gates of my house) and in the middle of the junction, right at the centre was a sign which said something along the lines of, "Residents nowadays pay RM3000 for a crocodile to keep in their backyard"... I think it was meant to be a fashionable thing or something – whatever. Anyway, I don’t remember the middle bit, but I remember afterwards my dad came in the dream, and he was driving us back home – and our house didn’t even look like my house now – it was a hut, in the middle of this almost resort thing, with a jungle theme, and there was this pool right out at the front where this crocodile was in - the crocodile was HUGE I’m telling you – but anyway there were these men surrounding the croc trying to control it and get it out because apparently the croc we bought hadn’t been trained, and therefore was wild and dangerous... and one man fell into the pool and the croc tore him up to pieces, and there was blood everywhere and I could hear that man screaming.... it was really... bloodcurdling...
So.... the analysis:
"To see a crocodile in your dream, symbolizes treachery, deceit, and hidden instincts. It may be a signal for you to take a new perspective on a situation. It may also represent your ability to move between the material world of waking life and the emotional, repressed world of the unconscious. Alternatively, the crocodile represents healing powers and qualities. A crocodile also suggests that you are thick-skinned or insensitive.
To dream that you are running away from the crocodile (which was what I was doing), indicates that you are unwilling to confront some painful and disturbing aspect of your unconscious. There is some potentially destructive emotion that you are refusing to acknowledge and owning up to."
And the blood...
"It is the life-giving, vital part of our physiology and it may symbolize our strengths and weaknesses and our physical and mental health. If you are currently experiencing a very difficult time in your life, you may have dreams with bloody and frightening images. To see blood flowing from a wound, physical ailments and worry. Bad business caused from disastrous dealings with foreign combines"
I have a lot of songs I want to download, but I don't want to pay for them. There's just too many TO pay for. A friend showed me this website which is F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C for downloading music for free. It's not like any of those crap-download-music-for-free sites where it takes forever to find a song, and most of the time you can't find that specific song you want. Nor is it one of those sites that just slows your computer down to the point I start banging things around in frustration... I know there must be a lot of music sites out there that are pretty good for downloading music for free, and if you know any, you can laugh at me BUT I LOVE THIS SITE.
My old school, Fortismere is directly on top of a hill. It is one of the best top 20 schools in the UK. It has a little motto, "Write on the hill." Clever isn't it? Because the school is right on the hill, and we are writing on the hill. Anyway...
This is just the entrance to North Wing. There are two wings, South and North wings. And the school is... massive. I remember my mom describing it "as big as a University." Which is true. There are two massive fields, an astro, a tennis court, two gyms (One in South, and the other in North), a netball court and a basketball court in between the two wings. South wing is 4 floors high, with a bridge linking to a science block which is next to it. (Easy transport, eh...) A canteen nearby, and a concrete space which we call a playground, but really isn't, because we have benches to eat out lunch, not swings and slides, (well... considering it is a secondary school).
North Wing is much smaller. It is only two floors, and attached to the building is another canteen. Directly in front of the North wing building is the dance studio (the size of a gym). In the middle is another so called "playground" where guys usually play football or basketball during lunchtimes.
I feel proud of going to this school, because it is so far the best school I've ever been to (considering I've been to about 6 different schools). :)